sunday was spent with my love from 12.30pm onwards.
it was afterall our anniversary.
& i just got back home at approximately 4pm or so just now.

went for our short getaway where most of the time was spent eating, swimming and tanning.
& i think the sun hates me.
because no matter how much tanning oil i used & how long i stayed in the sun, i still didnt get any darker.
but instead, it gave me rashes.

ok, i am not really sure if the rashes were from the sun or the water but i reckon it was from the combination of both.
so now, my neck and face is itching like mad.

bummer.

i didnt get to do anything for him.
coz i lack the materials and time and mood albeit the idea that had been playing in my head.
maybe i will do it in the end but then it'll be a tad belated anniversary gift.

i rarely buy him gifts. i dont think i ever did.
& i prefer doing something. but i didnt this time.

sorry if you were expecting something from me. =(

i love that we spent together more than 24hours together.
and he actually sacrificed his sleep after his night shift just so he could spend the day with me. thank you!

i know i have not been the perfect girlfriend for you.
i know i have not been a considerate girlfriend sometimes.
i know that sometimes i do/say things that will purposely piss you off.
but this is the best i can be, for now.
i am, afterall, only human. so are you. =)

i may know nuts about your interests - bikes, bikes and more bikes.
& you may know nuts about my interests - bags, shoes & more bags & shoes.
we may be the total opposites of each other.
but like what you told me before, its the opposites that attracts.

i guess what really matters for now is we pull through the situation we are in now, together.
and if we could go through all that for 36 months, i am sure we can go through life as it is for another 36months, and another, and another,
till our time is through.

insya'allah.

our rship may not be all rainbows & butterflies.
we may argue alot amidst those happy times we had.
but trust me, irregardless of some things we may say in angst, i'd rather spent my lifetime arguing with you than be with someone else.
because i know, no matter how much we argue, no matter how much we say things on purpose in order to hurt each other,
we still love each other.
and even though some people may not understand it,
what matters is we do.

i love you.

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