so how am i feeling today?
i feel good, i feel great. i feel juiiiicccyyy!!!

=p

anyways,
first up:
happy new year ya!
2009 has been a bittersweet journey for me. many things had happened. both good and bad. mistakes and choices. many many things.

let me recap on what happened in 2009, ya.

january
- amni started her sec 1 in my alma mater - anderson secondary school. now its almost complete. my brother & i were andersonians. my younger sister is now an andersonian. except for my elder sister.
- something happened on the 24th january: fadzli & i broke up for the first time in 2009.

february
- my brother turned 33.
- fadzli & i decided to give our rship another try, another chance. he started changing for the better. alhamdullilah.
- i got retrenched for the first time ever.

farewell dinner cum john's birthday @ sakura international buffet orchard.

march
- asyrani turned 5.

- fadzli got into a major accident in pasir gudang.

which got me worried sick like eff. spent my days accompanying him in the hospital, checkups & at his house.
- this was the month fadzli stopped his positive change due to the accident. =(

april
- zahirul turned 1.

- broke up for the 2nd time in 2009.
- stopped blogging on highonlollies.

may
- amni turned 13.
- remained friends with fadzli. just friends.

june
- my mom turned 55.
- k. ayu turned 32.
- rship was on the path to recovery.

july
- fadzli turned 30.
- celebrated his birthday with him. =) handmade something special for him because i know how much he loves my handmade gifts for him. or at least, that's what i thought. =)
- gave the rship another try.

august
- cant rmbr.

september
- cant rmbr.

october
- we turned 36.
- syukriah turned 4. (pictures are with abang.)
- spent our anniversary in the most romantic environment ever even though we fought the night before.

little did we know that it would also be the last time we will be celebrating our anniversary.

november
- ayah turned 63.
- i turned 25.
- kakak turned 32.
- spent my birthday with a simple meal at simpang. that's it. this year was also the first time ever he did nothing special for my birthday. i was pretty sad actually but i just decided to brush it off by being thankful that he actually celebrated the first few minutes of 10th november with me.

december
- we broke up on the 13th officially.
- i started my new job on the 14th officially.

yes. that was how i looked like a day after my breakup. makeup & all those lessons during speech & drama was really useful. ;)

busied myself with my work in order not to think too much about the situation. thank god for blessing me with the job at the right timing.

team chillout @ tcc clarke quay.

chillout session with the new execs & rena @ pitstop.

lucky draw. in which i won one of the consolation prizes of 50bucks.

charities leaders' meeting @ pan pacific orchard.

company xmas party @ dxo.

countdown in the office. =)

- went back into contact with my friends whom i had to "forgo" for the sake of the rship.
i guess that pretty much sum up my 2009. =)

i am looking forward to 2010. ever ready to embrace it with open arms and mind.
what about you?

Labels: 2009, rambling, recap, reminisce