ouh wells.
at the rate i am blogging, i might as well just stop altogether.

its april already.
omgwtfh. time seems to be zooming pass. its going to be mid year soon.
then it'd be 2011.
whether we'd still be around to witness all that, its not up for us to decide, yes?

anyway,
few days ago,
fadzli and myself went badoque for a late dinner.
him after his am shift and me, after my work, ok course.

service was fab.
the food was delish. loved the starter. garlic chilli chuka, which was basically baby squid. it was delish!
too bad i forgot to snap a phot of it because i was too busy finishing it off! haha!

fadzli's slab of steak.
the steak was humongous. & according to the menu, their steak is thus far the biggest steak that is served.

my chicken khuzee.
susah la nak makan. haha! i dont really like it though.

fadzli's sam dol.

my mint chai.
very refreshing!
i forgot to take a picture of our starter. =(
but we can always go back there, ya! =)

anyway, this was also the night i got pissed with one of fadzli's friends.
well, to begin with, i never liked him anyway. so yeah, just because of what he did, he has just successfully made me dislike him even more.

kns.

anyways,
i've some people asking me why am i back with fadzli.
i've some people who do not like the idea of me being back with fadzli.
& i've a few people who were happy for me.

the thing is,
its just matters of the heart.
i personally, do not know if this is going to work out.
but of course i would want it to work out. both of us wants this to work out this time. it's just the decision is in god's hands.

& i wont lie telling you people that things has been smooth sailing for both fadzli & i after our patch up. no, it has not.
we still have our arguments here & there. but we did try to talk things out eventually.
its not easy, really. especially considering the things that happened during our 3months "break". what happened during that time, i think only lynn knows about it. she was the only one who saw me cry talking about it while in front of the rest of you, i put up a strong front.
and if lynn can be happy for me, why cant the rest of you?

to those who are happy and are supportive of my decision,
i really thank you so much.

& to those who are not,
all i am asking for is for your support.
if it is something you're not able to give, its fine too. just dont make it known to me.

because by the end of the day,
am i not responsible for my own happiness?
thanx!

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